Hey ppl~ back again to update this empty blog!!
well where do I begin....
Im been thinking....
life is as tough as it seems...
use to have plenty of time to update my blog, play my old DMC game using my old ps2...
but as I walk towards the adult life im in now, its so stress up and so meaningless...
its like I got no time for this... no time for that... cant do shit and whatsoever..
and on top of that, relationship just got me hanging in the nuts....
cant go here... cant go there... cannot work on sat, cannot go out with friends, cannot drink....
all the FUCKING cannot cannot and cannot is fucking killing me....
I hate asking permission for this I wanna do, place I wanna go, and be where I wanna be....
always need to report this and that.... asking for permission for all the shit...
this is not the relationship I want...
What im facing now is like a FUCKING zombie life cycle...
wake up for school, after school go work...
work finish go home sleep...
and the FUCKING cycle continues...
can somebody just FUCKING kill me with a something?
Im so not happy with my life now....
Life.... ONE FUCKING LIFE!!!! LIVE IT TO THE MAX....
how can I ever enjoy this life with so many restriction and problems in me?
living in a shity condition is already damn hard to survive and yet my relationship is killing me too.
What I really need now is a moment of silence....
aloneness is what I need now!!!
doing things I wanna do, going places I wanna go, doing all this shit without the need of asking!!!
but will it event happen....
I hope it will......
so much of being so emo....
anyway... work got promoted and coming to an end for my poly life....
everything is taken away from me.... and TIME is the killer!!!!
I wish I can rewrite my history again..... sign...
that's all I got folks...
will be back to update blogs...
nite peeps~
peace......
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