Holi-Over~

HElL0 PeepS~
Im back for more short updates as I promise!!!
AND like what the picture I post upstair,
HOLIDAY IS about to over...
Thanks to the hazes~!~
I got a lot of places cannot go...
AND wasted almost all my holidays working!!!
sign....
THE worst is!!!
I got a 4 page report to do yet haben even know hows the format should be!!!
sign...
WHAT a holiday...
Just to let your know too,
I had sprain my left hand...
when and how I don't know...
but its been almost 1 month...
hopefully I can recover ASAP!!!



Okay during my july period I will have a short get away to KL!!!
maybe to reward myself for all the hard work I had put in so far!!!!
got plans to go GENTING HIGHLAND during September holidays...
AND MAYBE.... just maybe to Bangkok during December holidays...

that's all folks!!!
will be back for more updates!!!
stay tunes~
peace~

prOmOtiON!!!

  

GREETINGS all my peeps!!!
PETESTER is back for more!!!!!
LASTEST news flash!!!!!
IM PROMOTED to Senior Trainer liao!!!
FUCK YEAH!!!!

okay ppl can stop jumping already...
haha anyway after 4 fucking years in fnc....
its finally my turn to shine bright like a diamond...(once again, DIAMOND DONT SHINE ASS!!!)
it took awhile well this is my kind of year!!!
starting at 9.5/hr is freaking AWESOME!!!
jux 1 small problem....
can I maintain this for long?
we shall see the challenges ahead~
(JUST BRING IT !!!!)



And yup life goes on nicely and sweetly!!!
but still having some problems with my girlfriend...
well maybe we did overlook something that is important...
im gonna make it back for her...
This will be my last time treating her good...
hopefully she will appreciate it!!!


okay month of july is coming...
gotta prepare myself for some surprizes!!!
maybe a gift...
maybe a video...
maybe a Nice dinner...
hmmmm......
So.... why am I doing so many things???
5 YEARS ANNIVERSARY ahead in case your are wondering...
stay tune for more update ya~




And that's all folks!!!
will be back again to update more about my upcoming holiday trips....
And maybe.... JUST maybe might update the whole anniversary thingy!!!!
call me maybe~
Night peeps~
Peace~




(Together forever, you and I are just like a couple cherries~)

bAd dAy eVeRyDaY~

 

Sup guys~ back for more update~

this update is more like a ranting...

so plz bear with me ya~

im gonna talk about my mother...

she IS AS FUCK AS SHIT!!!

i hate her!!! very much!!!

till the core of my heart!!!

she is like the lousiest mother in the world...

soon she will throw every FUCK shit to me and go enjoy her FUCK UP life while i suffer~

well i think i will last longer and better WITHOUT her...

I SWEAR TO MYSELF i wont be such FUCK UP LIKE HER...

 so ya before your start sayin me a DICK, Here are the things she did to me....

1. She said she only has 1 daughter infront of my face...(Meaning whoever give her money will be her child)
2. i use to pay the house electrical bill back in the old days and every pay day i will give them 50-100 buck... right now im studing full time doing my final year, she said to me that i didnt do shit for the house... didnt give her a single penny ever.... she say shes feeding me wor... okay where is my daily allowance? whos paying the television and house phone bill? whos paying my school fees since my nitec life? WHO WORK THE ASS OUT JUST TO SURVIVE??? 
3.  she a mother of 3, did no shit to take care us since we were young... kept saying that my elder sis bad stuff behind her back.. den show up infront her and say another things...and keep taking money from my sis... always said that wa you think i like to take money from her arh?  i really no choice than take money from her de wor.... (BULL FUCKING PIECES OF FUCK UP SHIT!!!)
4. Kept saying im useless... hopeless... cannot do shit.... so who got so many award in the ite days? who got 3.5 gpa at higher nitec? i useless? not as useless as you right? let your children suffer.....
5. shes goin to shift to my elder sister house to stay with them... than whats next? She is throwing the house to me... all the FUCK UP BILLL is on my shoulder now.... okay fine~ but why keep saying that i cannot manager.. look down on your own son.... I'LL MAKE SURE I RUN IT 10 TIME BETTER THAN YOU EVEN IF I HAVE TO WORK 2 JOBS A DAY!!! KNNBCCB~
6. Blames me for everything.... the bill too high, the water bill too high, me again, wastin alot of water and electricity... for your FUCKING information, IM FUCKING WORKING MY ASS OUT THERE AND HOW THE MOTHER FUCKING CB I CAN USE SO MUCH OF THE ELECTRICITY AND WATER??JUST BECAUSE I USE LAPTOP DOESNT MEAN I USE ALOT OF THE ELECTRICITY OKAY!!!!  

All her words hurt ppl like a sword that can cut through out heart....
so much of being a mother...
so much memory of sadness.....
so much of shit.....

somehow i wish i could have a naise parent like a friend to me...
i can share everything with them....
too bad my parent suck~!!!
A part of me is envy to those who have the perfect parents.....
sign... night ppl~
peace~

AlOnE In tHe dArK....

Hey ppl~  back again to update this empty blog!!
well where do I begin....

Im been thinking....
life is as tough as it seems...
use to have plenty of time to update my blog, play my old DMC game using my old ps2...
but as I walk towards the adult life im in now, its so stress up and so meaningless...
its like I got no time for this... no time for that... cant do shit and whatsoever..
and on top of that, relationship just got me hanging in the nuts....
cant go here... cant go there... cannot work on sat, cannot go out with friends, cannot drink....
all the FUCKING cannot cannot and cannot is fucking killing me....
I hate asking permission for this I wanna do, place I wanna go, and be where I wanna be....
always need to report this and that.... asking for permission for all the shit...
this is not the relationship I want...



What im facing now is like a FUCKING zombie life cycle...
wake up for school, after school go work...
work finish go home sleep...
and the FUCKING cycle continues...
can somebody just FUCKING kill me with a something?
Im so not happy with my life now....
Life.... ONE FUCKING LIFE!!!! LIVE IT TO THE MAX....
how can I ever enjoy this life with so many restriction and problems in me?
living in a shity condition is already damn hard to survive and yet my relationship is killing me too.



What I really need now is a moment of silence....
aloneness is what I need now!!!
doing things I wanna do, going places I wanna go, doing all this shit without the need of asking!!!
but will it event happen....
I hope it will......



so much of being so emo....
anyway... work got promoted and coming to an end for my poly life....
everything is taken away from me.... and TIME is the killer!!!!
I wish I can rewrite my history again..... sign...
that's all I got folks...
will be back to update blogs...
nite peeps~
peace......