PeteSter Is back for more update!!!
Have your ever wonder that why is petester here blogging not studying?
Heres my Answer!!!
HELLO~ Im human lah~ i need break too got it!!!
Lol so here it is my update of the day!!!!
Today, i'll like to update something unusual.....
Something that your would never believe in.....
When i was young, i use to be a very super playful boy......
I Only Likes and Love GAMES!!!!
On my very last thing on my to-do list is......
Thats right, S-T-U-D-Y!!!
I believe every boy has the same thought with me....
Why study???
But until when i was secondary one, i finally realise that how important education really is.....
So i gave up my favour sport, Basketball.....
i gave up my no. 1 to do list, GAMES!!!
And finally i take up study seriously!!!!
Well i know it that im good at it.....
(NOT THE BEST BUT JUST GOOD HOR, DUN SAY I SO SMART Y STILL GO ITE....)
Althought secondary result is not the best, but still i GOT my 'N' level cert!!!
Then, Its ITE!!! Thought i Cant go in the course that i want but i'm contented!!!
AS long as i can carry on study, im fine with whatever course im in......
So i went in NITEC IN AUTOMOTIVE(LIGHT VEHICLE)....
WEll At first i dont really do well..... score like shit but slowly, i pick up the pace and move on!!!!
Finally, After 2 years of fighting, i got my NITEC cert!!!
Whats next???
POLY, HERE I COME!!!!
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is not always a bed of rose!!!!
THANKS TO SOME MOTHER FUCKING APPLICATION ERROR, MY APPLICATION FAIL....
And so i went on to ARMY instead of poly.....
After wasted TWO FUCKING YEARS!!!!!
Finally im really to go back to where i wanna go..... POLY!!!!
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Again, i met obstacles!!!
As my result is like two years ago, they update or so to say upgrade the standards...
I cant go in to POLY anymore.....
BUT I JUST WONT QUIT LIKE THAT!!!
I apply again and again and again!!!!
FAil fail fail!!!!
FUCK UP!!!!
Just when i were about to gave up,
Lady luck smiles at me.....
Through my friend, i heard that i can go higher NITEC and use this path to go POLY!!!
So i did and try it out!!!!
Guess What, I GOT IT!!!
I went in to Highter Nitec in Mechanical Engineering.....
I thought that im a goner for sure as i never touch all the schoold subject for like FIVE YEARS!!!
But everything went on smoothly!!!
I got good grade and FInally Moving on to POLY!!!
My DREAM COURSE, DREAM SCHOOL!!
Diploma In mechanical Engineering @ SINGAPORE POLY!!!
Yes baby~ For like five fucking years i struggle and all the shit i gone through....
Its FUckING WORTH IT!!!!
Never in my life i fail to get what i want.....................Until Now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As i Told your before, This is my exam week....
Until Today, i had did 3 paper!!!
ETECH, EMATL, BASIC MATHS.............
Only ONE word can describe my feeling now!!!
FUCKED!!!!
Or
FLUNG!!!!!
Or
BUANG!!!!!
Or in short,
T.C.M.I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Totally cannot make it!!!)(If you dunno)
Day 1, ETECH....
I went in the classroom, the moment i look at the test paper,
I knew it already....
FAIL!!!!
Not because that its very tough.......
but becaues that i dont know how to do it at all....
Not a single question!!!!!
to clearly explain, i did seen this question before....
BUT I Didnt prepare myself well enough for it!!!
Im so FUCKING DISAPPOINTED ON MYSELF MAN!!!!
Never in my life im in this kind of situation...
So Fuck up....... all the question i have fucking see it like 20 mins ago....
But i couldnt recall any......
Later on i told my baby gal... she use those words that i always use on her...
"You did your best le" Said by my gal.
If thats the case, i'll feel better....
But i didnt did the best out of me yet!!!!
I can Do Better.....
It was so FUCKING EASY!!!!!
YET I CANT DO IT!!!!
That moment of time, i really feel like shit or just die le suan le.....
Such a pain in the ass!!!!
Finally Dennis one of my classmate cheer me up and so i fight on!!!
Day 2, EMATL.......
Well I did well on this because i prepare myself very well.....
i feel happy... but just a little.......
and so i fight on the third day.....
Day 3, BASIC MATHS..............
Once again, i feel like shit....
Oh Yes, I FLUNG again!!!!
Fuck... All the question is so fucking easy.....
but my mind just went black out on me....
Sign........... AGAIN FAILED!!!
Later will be my last 2 paper, THMFLD AND MECH
i really hope that i can do well on this two paper.....
im already disappointed enough le....
Dont wish to disappoint again........
Your might ask, Hey pete, y u so fucked up??? Thought you always well prepare de ma??
well hers my side of the stories...
I really wish that i can blame on my ke wu de da fei zhu(Wifey)....
Who kept stealing away my study time and convert to her accompany time....
but the Truth is im really not putting effort on studies!!!
My attendance fucked up, my background fuck up and most importantly, im stress by so many things but yet no 1 supported me......
A girlfriend who dun show her understanding, A mother who only cares about herself and money........... A family that always stress about money!!!
How am i excelled from here....
How i really wish that i got money... not alot that kind lah but just enough for us to pay everything and enough for us to use.....
But what to do... my life suck... Theres nothing i can do about......
Face it lor~
Kan kai dian lah!!!
Zou yi bu shuang yi bu lor~
Lol!!!!
And lastly before i go back to studies.......
Baby, i know you need me...
I know you wanna spent more time with me....
I know everything u want.....
But if you can close you mouth and listen,
I crying...
Inside im crying everyday!!!
i know im not a perfect boyfriend.....
I dun hab 5Cs~
No money no nothing!!!
But i still got a heart...
A heart that only beats for you....
Hear it and give me your support and understanding....
Dun always care about yourself only....
Spent some of your time try to listen to what i wanna sae......
Or what i wanna do....
Give me more space....
More support and most importantly,
Show me all your Understanding!!!!!
Hope you will change...........
Thats all folks~
Thanks for reading.....
I know its abit long but gagagagaga bear with me ok!!!
Im going back to study le....
All the best to DME/FT/1A/07,08 for the last 2 paper!!!!
CHEERS~~!~!~!~!~!~!~
ByE~
(PS: Baby I love you!!! NiGht Night!!!)
(PS2: Baby, i didnt blame you lah so dun sad sad k)
(PS3: Baby, Get Well Soon~)
Muack my sweetest babt gal!!!
LovE u o!!!!!!
bye all~