AlOnE In tHe dArK....

Hey ppl~  back again to update this empty blog!!
well where do I begin....

Im been thinking....
life is as tough as it seems...
use to have plenty of time to update my blog, play my old DMC game using my old ps2...
but as I walk towards the adult life im in now, its so stress up and so meaningless...
its like I got no time for this... no time for that... cant do shit and whatsoever..
and on top of that, relationship just got me hanging in the nuts....
cant go here... cant go there... cannot work on sat, cannot go out with friends, cannot drink....
all the FUCKING cannot cannot and cannot is fucking killing me....
I hate asking permission for this I wanna do, place I wanna go, and be where I wanna be....
always need to report this and that.... asking for permission for all the shit...
this is not the relationship I want...



What im facing now is like a FUCKING zombie life cycle...
wake up for school, after school go work...
work finish go home sleep...
and the FUCKING cycle continues...
can somebody just FUCKING kill me with a something?
Im so not happy with my life now....
Life.... ONE FUCKING LIFE!!!! LIVE IT TO THE MAX....
how can I ever enjoy this life with so many restriction and problems in me?
living in a shity condition is already damn hard to survive and yet my relationship is killing me too.



What I really need now is a moment of silence....
aloneness is what I need now!!!
doing things I wanna do, going places I wanna go, doing all this shit without the need of asking!!!
but will it event happen....
I hope it will......



so much of being so emo....
anyway... work got promoted and coming to an end for my poly life....
everything is taken away from me.... and TIME is the killer!!!!
I wish I can rewrite my history again..... sign...
that's all I got folks...
will be back to update blogs...
nite peeps~
peace......

Trouble mind~

Good day ppl~

soooo long again mia niao~
anyway hereby to do a quick update as i need to work later~
Well im very bery super duper concert about my result!!!
if i really fail this time, there goes my poly life....

im so close to getting it le... sign...
and i dun have money to pay the stupid sck fees~
gotta wait till april pay day~
after tat day jiu die liao lor~
no money no sck no nuthing!!!

so many things to day yet so little time~ haha~
well im kinda tired liao~ so ya chao~
will be back to update blog!!!! seeya all very soon~

 

 

Sup peeps~ like i said before, IM BACK~

Well jux for some short updates~

If your guys are still wondering why am i still awake without a penguin shouting my ass to slp?

Im studing for my exam later...

Its the subject that i fear the most!!

Mechanic 3

&

Emaths IIB

 

Damn it i cant affort to fail this two module. It will be the end of my sck life~

well this is how serious it is to me now~

After this two paper, ill be taking CAM paper on friday~

DAMN its so damn draggy!!!

 

Anyway ppls~ im here jux to do short updates... so dun expect much ya~

But i promise that i will cover up all the shit that happen for the past 1 year of my life in 2012!!!

 

Sit back and wait up for the update~

It wun be long~

Promise again okie~

 

im gonna get back to what im doing and hope i can pull this through~

Cheers ppl good night sleep tight and may the good luck be with me~

 

 

 

PS: im watching this show call "Hotel Hell" now and its damn naise so do check it out ya~ 

 

 

 

 

The Return of the King!!!

Im Back... heee heee heee~

A not so nice week

Greetings to the peeps~
PEtester is back again!!!
this week is a bad week!!!
Sign....
Nv go sck for a week sio~
Thanks to a fatty penguin!!!!
gagagaga joking lah!!!
anyway been working lately so too tired to go sck!!!

YTD jux went for the audition for the halloween horror thingy!!!
Its fun and i really think i scare the judge!!! lol~
anyway the result will be out on the end of june so am very looking forward to it!!!

TODAY!!!!
damn pek che!!!
I went out to help baby buy lunch but didnt bring enough money!!!!
So i run away a stall which i order early on...
How bad am i .... but seriously, if u were me back there, u will too...
TRUST ME!!!!!

AND........................

GAGAG got a drink from GONG CHA!!!
A drink that jux added in to my favour list!!!
招牌贡茶!!!
NICE!!!!!!
really nice leh!!! plz go try it.... NOt nice give mi i pay for u!!!!

later baby and i are going to watch Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides
DAMN ALL THE MOVIE THEATE!!!!
ALMOST ALL FULLHOUSE SIA!!!
Well most problemly means it damn nice....

OK ppl will update your more about the movie and some planing about baby BIRTHDAY party!!!
CYA GUYS!!!!
Take care and byE!!!

Time to update again!!!!

Hi peeps~
Finally back for more!!!
haha sorry for all the empty promise again and again!!!
Unlike someone (Sherlyn Thin) Whos blog really jux dead!!!
Well im glad that i still got viewers and very happy about it too~

Well lets jux make a quick update!!!
Life suck as always~
Had a fight at FNC IMM~
Transfer to Jp branch..
life there its ok but still cannot compare with IMM!!!!
DAMN i miss there~

Sck life is getting better~
but im still the same old slacker....
try to slack my way through again~
gagagagga~

Still going strong with baby gal!!!
hope to go on as long as possible~

hmmm~
nuthing much to talk about le.....
hahaha dun get bored by my life now ok!!!
Im trying to make it the best!!!

Anyway, i sent application for halloween team @night safari!!!
Try my luck to get it the team!!!!

thats all folks~
im sorry to be gone this long....
am damn buzy lah!!!!!!

haha okok i need to go la la land le....
hope your still support my blog k~
stay tune for more update ok!!!
can promise anything but will try my very best to update ok~

Heading to bed le...
Nite ppl!!!
Nite bb~

Love ya all~
Cheers~

SHIT HAPPEN!!!!

Its been so damn long...
I know!!! but thanks for waiting mi to come back!!!
It like 1 thousand years since i last update blog!!!!
well jux a shot update about mi 1st!!!

Finish my EXAM, having holiday now, still loving like a song bird, working damn hard to earn xtra income......

And 1 FUCKING THING CHANGE!!!!
My dad went MIA!!!!!
Oh you might think that my mum and i will worry about him???
AND OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!
YOU KIDDING ME!!!!
FUCK NO!!!!
DAmn im so damn happy that he is finally gone out of my sight!!!

He is a mother fucking jerk!!!!
HE DUN FUCKING WORTH TO BE MY FATER!!!!
TO ME, HIS FUCKING DEAD LOOOOOOOOG FUCKING TIME!!!
If your guys wondering why i hate him so much....
Its not becoz he make us worry which we are not, iTs ALL THE FUCKING SHIT THAT HE LEFT BEHIND FOR US TO CLEAR!!!
BORROWING SO FUCKING MUCH MONEY FROM LOAN SHARK!!!!
NOW WHOS THE ONES SUFFER??>

I MAKE 3 FUCKING POLICE REPORT ALREADY!!!!
THANKS TO HIM!!!!
WASTE ALL MY FUCKING TIME....
GO TO HELL SICK FREAK!!!!
GO FUCK YOUR WAY TO HELL!!!!
I FUCKING HATE U!!!
DUN U FUCKING COME BACK TO US U SON OF A BITCH!!!!
KNNBCCB!!!!!

Im sorry i have to rant all this here after i MIA so long....
sign!!!!
GUESS WHAT PPL!!!!
YUP!!!!
FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE ALL THIS TIME!!!!
I DUNNO HOW FUCKING LONG I CAN DO THIS....
HOPE I CAN GO THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT....

FUCKING WITHOUT SEEING THE MOTHER FUCKER JERK EVER FUCKING AGAIN!!!!

Nite ppl~
Im heading to bed.... a tough and long road ahead!!!!
sleep tight ppl!!!

Baby, i love u....