bAd dAy eVeRyDaY~

 

Sup guys~ back for more update~

this update is more like a ranting...

so plz bear with me ya~

im gonna talk about my mother...

she IS AS FUCK AS SHIT!!!

i hate her!!! very much!!!

till the core of my heart!!!

she is like the lousiest mother in the world...

soon she will throw every FUCK shit to me and go enjoy her FUCK UP life while i suffer~

well i think i will last longer and better WITHOUT her...

I SWEAR TO MYSELF i wont be such FUCK UP LIKE HER...

 so ya before your start sayin me a DICK, Here are the things she did to me....

1. She said she only has 1 daughter infront of my face...(Meaning whoever give her money will be her child)
2. i use to pay the house electrical bill back in the old days and every pay day i will give them 50-100 buck... right now im studing full time doing my final year, she said to me that i didnt do shit for the house... didnt give her a single penny ever.... she say shes feeding me wor... okay where is my daily allowance? whos paying the television and house phone bill? whos paying my school fees since my nitec life? WHO WORK THE ASS OUT JUST TO SURVIVE??? 
3.  she a mother of 3, did no shit to take care us since we were young... kept saying that my elder sis bad stuff behind her back.. den show up infront her and say another things...and keep taking money from my sis... always said that wa you think i like to take money from her arh?  i really no choice than take money from her de wor.... (BULL FUCKING PIECES OF FUCK UP SHIT!!!)
4. Kept saying im useless... hopeless... cannot do shit.... so who got so many award in the ite days? who got 3.5 gpa at higher nitec? i useless? not as useless as you right? let your children suffer.....
5. shes goin to shift to my elder sister house to stay with them... than whats next? She is throwing the house to me... all the FUCK UP BILLL is on my shoulder now.... okay fine~ but why keep saying that i cannot manager.. look down on your own son.... I'LL MAKE SURE I RUN IT 10 TIME BETTER THAN YOU EVEN IF I HAVE TO WORK 2 JOBS A DAY!!! KNNBCCB~
6. Blames me for everything.... the bill too high, the water bill too high, me again, wastin alot of water and electricity... for your FUCKING information, IM FUCKING WORKING MY ASS OUT THERE AND HOW THE MOTHER FUCKING CB I CAN USE SO MUCH OF THE ELECTRICITY AND WATER??JUST BECAUSE I USE LAPTOP DOESNT MEAN I USE ALOT OF THE ELECTRICITY OKAY!!!!  

All her words hurt ppl like a sword that can cut through out heart....
so much of being a mother...
so much memory of sadness.....
so much of shit.....

somehow i wish i could have a naise parent like a friend to me...
i can share everything with them....
too bad my parent suck~!!!
A part of me is envy to those who have the perfect parents.....
sign... night ppl~
peace~